Date: 2008-01-19 11:07 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Location: work Mood: anxious Music: UB40

a little anxious today. There is no need. I am prepared, I am dressed the part of a proffesional, I am not dumb. I am not a fraud.

We get what we need from meetings --last night, Chris..I adore him he has the sweetest eyes. They are behind glasses that magify them dark brown and puppy dog. He was chair when I started. He's very kind to me. one of the few men that did not ask me for "coffee". anyway, he was sharing how he started a new job and was terrified he was going to be found out as a fraud. that he really has no idea what he's doing. Then he said he prayed on it and it all worked out. I followed his lead. we talked after the meeting about Spirituality, he always takes a moment for me.

ha! Unbelievable. My uncle is in the same industry as me and just sent me the following email out of the blue...

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I'm sure you're aware of this...

But people ask if we're related all the time and the feedback I get about you is fabulous…

Nicely done….

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